I was married, at a tender age of 17 to Ramesh Lall of a village close to Akhnoor, in 1996. I was restricted to the house and was busy throughout the day with household chores. Within a year of my marriage I gave birth to a girl child. My husband is working with a private firm and has passed high school.
My husband has 4 younger brothers and 2 sisters to provide for in addition to his parents, a wife and daughter. My father in law was a small time farmer and had to depend largely on the rains for a good harvest. With a monthly salary of less than 100 dollars a month, my husband could barely make ends meet. He also had the responsibility of marrying off the two sisters and contributing to the family’s upkeep. In spite of difficulties, I saved time from house work and started to learn tailoring and stitching. I would carry my year old daughter with me to the centre.
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This training benefited me greatly and I started to stitch clothes for not only my daughter but also for the women around and added to the family income. This training gave me the dignity of labour and I could reap the benefits of it within my lifetime.
When my daughter was 4, I gave birth to a son and when my son was a year and 2 months my husband did not come home one night. They told me that he died in an accident. It being night time the body could not be found nor the vehicle in which he was traveling. My world seemed to fall apart. Within no time I was left helpless and desperate, I had 2 kids to feed, educate and bring up in the absence of my husband. I did not expect any kind of support from my in laws and I moved to my parents’ house with my two children.
Then I learnt a beautician’s job and opened a small beauty parlour which also became my tailoring shop. I worked day and night to earn enough for the present and the future of my children. My parents and SOS Children’s Village Jammu have supported me in my dreams for myself and my children. My daughter always comes first in class and I will educate her and teach her to be independent and self reliant.
After spending a year in the Social Welfare Stitching and Tailoring Centre, now I have a diploma in the same. I want to pass the matriculation exam and want to be employed in a government tailoring centre. I am convinced that when an individual is helpless, some help comes as God sent. In my case SOS came. I sincerely pray that SOS Children’s Village Jammu continue their support and encourage hundreds of women like me. I am now strong, independent and confident woman and I thank SOS for sharing my sorrows and reducing them.